here it is. kevin and I agree. america sucks seeing as how i plan to move to Europe anyways, we agreed last night on the way home that we should all leave and get a flat toghether. Me and cresten and kevin and whoever else would like to join. probably zach. but since cresten and zach dont know each other and already hate each other... that might not work. but it sounds fun. i want to start a band. reaaaaaaally bad. i want to perform in front of people. i could be the kind of cocky arrogant bitch to pull it off. thats how i am on stage. i want to make people remember me. oh yeah you got it. do you know what im saying? yes. i will be something great. just you watch. cuz it burns inside. i dont care about the money, or fame, or large houses or any of it. i just want to.. ya know. perform. throw the show that everyone will remember. i also love cresten. he isnt here yet but he better be out here cuz i want my t shirt. but yeah if he doesnt come out here today then im goin to the poolhall to shoot. after that movie last night, i wanna be a poolhall badass too. *sigh* so much so much. spring break is almost over and im sad. today, tomorrow and monday and then school. or should i call it prison? maybe. nah. i find school fun in the oddest sort of ways. cuz im in art. well. thats how it goes.