gaaah im so stressed. i wish that someone would randomly write us a 2,500 dollar check for the musical. so we can get the CD thingy. mom said to pray and let god handle it. he always works things out. somehow well get the money, she said. so i prayed "god please, help us get the money. any way how. id really rather have the cd it would be great. so if you can crap that out please... " but not really that sarcastic... im just really bitchy... anyways.. it seemed to hit a soft spot with mom. and she acts so weirdly confident that well somehow get the money... i think shes going to write a 25 hundred dollar check. i wouldnt put it beyond her to do. she always does that random stuff. but if she does ill love her forever and ill be sure to show it i am completely stressed tho. about everything. not just that. cresten has a show tomorrow nite.. which will be a graciously welcomed break from everything. i go car shopping this week, yay. *sigh* i hate this school year