kyle said he hates this thing. that it sounds like a different person when he reads it. that its not the veronica he knows and loves. well. i dunno what to say about that. cuz i always felt this damn thing.. granted i hate it too.. was always as "me" as it gets. *shrug* i dunno. but yeah . i was thinking in Espanol today. and this is what i came up with. so.. 1. why must we, every morning, pledge alligance to a flag. THe flag its self is not what you sould be allied with.. but rahter the country itself. and why, should you be forced to be loyal to it. just because someone is born here, dosent mean that they want to live here. or be loyal to this place. we're human right? capable of making our own choices and decisions. while on that thought. 2.what is it that keeps everyone from.. just.. fucking? you know like in the classroom, for example. what keeps everyone from just doing what they want.. sleeping.. lighting up a cigarette.. just getting naked and screwing right there on the desks..? why is it that everyone just goes on doing what theyre told? morals? but arent they faulty too? cuz im sure that man himself came up with those things. yeah. so whose to say that any one man/ one group of men is/are more insightful than others. thats where i have problems. bible and church. i mean whose to say that IM going to hell for just choosing not to believe in something. and if god is supposted to be all knowing and shit.. then he had to have know what Satan would be up to. so, if thats the case... i cant figure out why he even created satan in the first place. so.. doesnt this mean that inadvertently god is the creator of evil? and therefore contradicting himself. so. thats why i dont like it. too many contradictions. 3.while on religon. why should i be judged for what Adam and eve did. its unfair from the start. why doesnt god have controll of the curse bestowed upon us? does this mean theres a higher power than god himself, hes just effing lazy, or that he really doesnt exist? i feel like i need a smoke. i dont smoke. i cant smoke. i dont want to. and no one would let me. i just feel like i need one. cant explain why. well. i could but it would be like a whole nother story. oh yeah. my word of the day is... Flaccid it means .. "flabby"