so. i just cant understand. about gas prices. you know. i mean it seems as though these companies are too big. controlling america. they are. and in the end. i always thought.. theyd just hurt themselves. but.. now. im thinking.. that they are gonna be the ones to dominate and controll society. but.. yeah.. i always thought.. that theyd keep raising prices, things would have to shut down, no one could afford it... therefore throwing the economy into chaos.. cuz nothing would be able to run.. the trucks that deliever the gas wouldnt be able to.. and then the gas chains themselves would be hit and then have to take the fall as well. pretty much sending us into another depression. well. i dunno thinking about it.. couldnt the gas chains pay for the trucks themselves? so its more like itll turn into mideval europe. where the poor just get poorer and the weatlthy get wealthier. and theres no middle class. pretty much.. a depression with like.. what seems to be a monarchy.. well sort of. im taking things really far here. and well Bush. is fucking stupid. i mean. if he had any god damned brains at all.. hed get us out of this fucking war. its pointless its like NAM ALL OVER AGAIN. FUCKING FUCKSTICK. i mean. lately.. ive had some hate issues with people. well. a person. i dont even know. but thinking about bush. just makes me want to fuck shit up more. i mean where the fuck is our president at while our nation is in the state of emergency? out on fucking vacation. either he still actually is... or.. like in his head. cuz he def. isnt all there. so then who the fucks running this god forsaken country!? hell if i know. im tired of this bullshit. feeling like the world is going to hell in a handbasket. well. according to the bible. it pretty much is. and im sick of feeling like all my friend's lives are falling apart before their eyes. i mean when kyle said todd said that the other night.. i just wanted to say... me too. cuz thats exactally what i was feeling like when he said it. but i didnt say anything. i dont know why. i mean.. not all the time.. but sometimes... i give the illusion of happiness.. when im def. not. i guess cuz over the phone you cant read my expressions. and thats how i usually communicate anger or sadness. is through my eyes.. and the way i carry myself. i dunno. im weird. theres something else i want to talk about. but ill write a new entry for it.. cuz it doesnt seem to really fit this one. that and i dunno. its violent. and hateful. i might make it private. . doubtful.