drew. i meant inadvertently. I always mean what i say. ......usually. anyways. paul and i talked for the first time in...*counts* four months. it was weird. We were like kinda laughing and joking.. and he actually said a whole sentence to me. for all of you who dont know... heres the quickie filler... i used to have this friend named paul... and we were like best friends and i could tell him nething but i guess he.. started to like me a lot .. or well, we kinda started to like each other a lot...and he didnt want to ruin me and cresten so... he told me that he didnt want to be my friend ne more cuz he was afraid to ruin it... and i got kinda mad cuz he didnt want to be my friend ne more... and he knew so much about me. and well we got in a fight... really bad... and we havent really talked since. anyways.. so it was awkward to talk to him. but now.. it leaves two options. do i forget that we actually talked tonight? or do i work with it and try to make up with him? *sigh* whatever shall i do?