yeah.. im really sorry though. youre cool i dont know. things have been really bad for me lately ive had problems with my mom not approving of kyle and shit and i guess i just get really mean sometimes but yeah ill keep it quiet i just didnt know and yeah i did judge but i dont do it often i dont know. sometimes i just do and yeah. but about that blog i think i was just pissed im not sure if it was about you or not but i think it was because jessie had said something about you being all over kyle and it was like at the time i was having a real problem with girls hitting on him all the time, espically this one chick named Shawna... but i hardly mention names so i dont know if i was refering to you or her but anyways i got over it and i really dont think you were up on him but like i freaked out cuz of what jessie said anyways.. i think i deleted the blog. but anyways yeah i get it thats stupid and immature, whoever is doing it is it like everyday? or like once in a while? you dont have to tell me if you dont want... but i mean.. thats really shitty and i feel bad for you. cuz no one should threaten people even if its a joke i mean.. we had enough of that shit when kaleb died, everyone threatening Gries all the time and the kid didnt even know anything about what happened. so i get you. sort of. i think anyways.. umm this got long too i guess. oh well. hope tomorrow is better for you. -veronica ----------------- Original Message ----------------- From: mel_GIBSON Date: Feb 28, 2006 5:54 PM I told him it wasn't you. at least I didn't think it was. but my mom got online and found some blog that you wrote saying you wanted me to die and stuff. idk, I never read it. but she freaked out and took it to the office. they're getting too involved in it and like they're taking the notes to the police and all this crazy stuff.. and it's just like.. stupid. but yeah. about me wanting "attention" personally, I would rather just be invisible. I can't cry at the drop of a hat it takes something like people threatening my life to make me cry so, no offense but you shouldn't judge people until you know anything about them. and.. it was just really mean of you to say things like that when you didn't even know the half of it. but, it takes something to apologize to someone and yeah, we can be cool now. I just never really wanted to talk to before because you were always really rude & standoffish to me. & I didn't know why. but it's okay.. but everybody judges people I think it's just common nature. and well. I don't want you to feel bad for me. Streiter's been keeping this all really quiet and only a few people know about it at least, the truth about it. so I guess since you know now. it would be really great if you didn't repeat any of it. just because, I don't want anybody's pity I just want whoever it is to get caught. Streiter said they would be expelled for no less than a year which, they deserve. ya know? so. this got really long. I didn't mean for it too. I guess I'll shut up. -Justine. ----------------- Original Message ----------------- From: Vronka: and the scarlet letter Date: Feb 27, 2006 7:48 PM hey ok so like... i know you dont like me and yeah... well.... i just wanted to say im sorry. for ever being mean to you or whatever. cuz i serriously thought that a lot of stuff you did was just for attention. and i dont know. but .. streiter called me down to the office this morning and he told me about you getting those threatening notes or what not.. and he said that theyre suspecting me. i didnt even know about it. and like i didnt know thats why you would come crying to band and stuff all the time. anyways. i just wanted to say im sorry. and ask if we could make up because truthfully i had fun when we went to state and yelled LEROY all over the place so... i dont know. i just wanted to know if we could be cool now...? well i guess ill see you in band. but you know i really feel bad for you and whoever is sending you those notes is stupid. thats immature. anyways. just know that .. im sorry, for ever being mean or saying stuff about you. -veronica anyways. this just makes me feel a little better about my life.