we were beautiful. im so sorry. what do i do. i dont know. i need something to get me away. for a long time now.. ive been thinking about pot. i mean. just sit back. put on some jack. and forget. forget it all. feelings, work. school. friends. hate. life. ill just forget. cuz i know alcohol makes me think deeper. thats not what i want. i dont want to hurt anyone anymore. i dont want to hurt anymore. ill. just. go. i used to prize my secrecy. i used to be like the chick of the Royal Tenenbaums. well. im not sure anymore. "Well he's not necessarily trying to say that he minds it But someone plays evil tricks on that kid Well he's not necessarily trying to say god can't be trusted But someone plays evil tricks on that kid And certain situations scream for deviations But somehow he always gets stuck in the middle Of this and that and man he should try less Because every time he's rejected man he loses affection But don't we all, don't we just got to give a little time Maybe give a friend a call instead of making him confused What a terrible thing for you to do What an awful thing for you to say What a terrible thing for you to relay Well I know some people's they got a little less than nothing But still find some to spare And other people got more than they could use But they don't share And some people got problems man They got awful complications Other people got perfect situations With no provocation But don't we all, don't we just got to give a little time Maybe give a friend a call instead of making him confused What a terrible thing for you to do What an awful thing for you to say What a terrible thing for you Confused What a terrible thing for you to do What an awful thing for you to say What a terrible thing for you to relay Somehow we always get stuck in the middle Confused, what an awful thing for you to do Confused, what an awful thing for you to say" im sick. i was happy. going to tell you how wonderful i think it is that i found out today that Road likes reggae. as much as i. well. it just doesnt seem so special now. im sick. i drank so much coffee today. im sick. i have a game to go to. my heart is broken. maybe ill see kasey tonight. maybe we can talk. that will be cool.