went to craigs... with cresten... we sat outside in his truck talking for a while.... i dont know.... i told him how bad it hurts when he lies... and that i wouldnt care so much if he just told me the truth about... i wanted him to promise me that he would... but he said that he probably wouldnt. do i wanna get messed up in all those lies again? just like i was with shawn? *sigh* i really thought cresten was the perfect guy.. cute.. sweet.. thoughtful.... but....now im not so sure.. I AM SO SICK OF BEING HURT... physically, mentally... mainly emotionally... im so scarred from friday morning. i cant get over it... im not myself and i know it.. im just still... so fucking upset with cresten. im on the verge of callin it quits.. just because I AM SICK OF BEING LIED TO... whatever... it hurts so bad to know that he couldnt tell me... ME! im his fucking girlfriend.. his best friend... so he says.. and if he cant tell me but he tells everyone else... dont you think im gonna find out cresty? ive got some friends that actually DO CARE about me. i dont know.. right now... i almost think we need some time off.