yeah yeah yeah so shoot me i was everywhere last night. mike brady had paul take him and bergman out here to pick me up. cuz... cresten spent the fucking night at alex's again. boo to that. anyways. so we went back to Pat's and i was just sitting there... and paul came over and sat down cuz there were these hooker bitches talking to pat and dan mitchell all night. and paul said something about em and we were talking for a while. and then out of nowhere... he layed his head down on my lap. and i just ya know. was... shocked. i mean. yeah we were building it back up again. but i mean. shit. i didnt think wed ever be.. ya know.. like the friends we were. and so i just looked at him. and i said ... "Paul.... im ... sorry." Paul: "For what?" me: "For everything. for the way i treated you. back when. im sorry. its bothered me ever since it happened. and im ... sorry." Paul: *smiles* "No. dont be sorry. it wasnt your fault. i was a fucking jackass for no reason. i should be sorry. but its ok now. lets just... put it behind us... i kinda thought we already had." me: "well.. it seemed that way. but it still bothered me. i just had to say it.. to your face. but your right its behind us." so. there. its behind us. and from pats to neeleys from neeleys to craig's from craig's to mike's back to craig's. thats about how the whole night went. i dont have so much to really talk about it all... besides that.. i think chris frickey has a crush on me or something cuz at neeleys he wouldnt leave me the hell alone. but yeah at mikes... keegan, frey and i just sat around talking about religion. dear god. we watched A Night at the Roxbury at craig's and by the time it was over.. it was 5 in the morning. so i just slept on the couch. they also dubbed me 'Master of Sneaking Out' hahaha. its not hard. you just gotta know. anyways. so i got back home at 10 this morning and took a shower... ya know.. expecting that cresten wanted to come over today.. cuz ... thats what he said he was gonna do.. but... i guess not.. cuz i layed back down at 11 and slept til 2:30 and he still hadnt called. and its 5 now. and he still hasnt called. so. either he just ditched me for fucking alex all day... or hes dead on the side of the road.. or he got hired on spot. i can totally sympathize for the last two. but. really.. hes been with alex every fucking day this weekend. its .... kidna.. annoying? irritating. i guess. but i have no right to talk. since ive been with "craig's gang" (as our vice principal likes to call us) every night this weekend. i dunno. it just really suprises me how im the only girl that can comfortably fit in this group that isnt a slut... or anything.. ya know. i mean. one of the guys.... but its cool they all like to hang out with me i guess. so yay. welllllllllllllllllllllllllllll.......im hungry.