frogz1010 [11:07 PM]: veronica.....I had to find sometime to say it....I wanted to tell you in person. I know Cresten is the one you love....I respect that. And I also know that I am nothing compared to Cresten....I never will be either. I know that the phrase: "I love you" is very loose nowadays. I wish I could tell you in person....but ur always around your friends. I just.....I wonder why we never have actually talked about my feelings for you....in person. Why do I fear you? Why am I scared of you? I honestly think that I'm scared of losing something that I'll never have. You might call it infatuation.....and at first it was. But eventually, after having conversations with you, I grew to like your personality. I began to like you even more each day....but I tried to hide it from everyone. frogz1010 [11:08 PM]: I'll be honest too....I joined the play mainly to try and hang out w/you...but that's not going so well. So I don't want you to get pissed....plz don't. You can hit me tomorrow on the bus....whatever I don't care nemore. I just really don't give a shit frogz1010 [11:11 PM]: so I WILL NOT try and intrude on your business. I just thought you needed to know EXACTLY how I felt. I am scared of you....quite scared. Scared to offend you or embarass myself. It just hurts me everyday to keep my feelings bottled up.....it's not kewl.....it's not good for me. And you have the right to know how I feel....I've talked enough now.....g'night. Feel free to hit me on the bus or laugh at me or send your guy friends after me I don't care ^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^ from my "stalker"......... I SERRIOUSLY CANNOT DEAL WITH THIS NOW!!! i dont need it. ive got too much crap. i dont want to cry ne more so stop. please. i just want cresten and only cresten. i just want to get away from everything. i just wanna leave with cresten. please. i never did ne thing to make ne one like me. never. i dont wanna hurt him, hes just a freshmen. but really this ends here. im finally gonna tie up all the loose ends. now.