Listening to: All for You, Sophia - Franz Ferdinand
Feeling: different
Bang bang, Gavrilo Princip
Bang bang, shoot me Gavrilo
Bang bang, the first six are for you
Bang bang, the seventh is for me
Bang bang, Gavrilo Princip
Bang bang, Europe's going to weep
All for you, all for you, all for you, Sophia
Bang bang, history's complete
Bang bang, shoot me Gavrilo
Bang bang, the first six are for you
Bang bang, the seventh is for me
Bang bang, Gavrilo Princip
Bang bang, shoot me Gavrilo
All for you, all for you, all for you, Sophia
The Black Hand holds the gun
The devil takes his run
Urban, take the Appel Quay
It's June the twenty-eighth
The seventh was for me
Bang bang, Gavrilo Princip
Bang bang, shoot me Gavrilo
Bang bang, the first six are for you
Bang bang, the seventh is for me
Bang bang, Gavrilo Princip
Bang bang, shoot me Gavrilo
so it seems that im finally something. im finally veronica i do believe.
its weird how we spend our years reaching an optimum when were 25 and then slowly regressing back to childhood in our senior years.
but as for me and as for now. tomorrow i grow up a bit. ill be a little bit older. and. well. more priveleged. how can i handle less restrictions? i think im scared.
well. not really. i dont really follow restrictions anyways. mom says stay home.. so i sneak out. really not even sneak. its more like jump out my window. the system tells me i have to eat lunch in the cafetira or foyer, and i go to the art room, but they just dont give a fuck about me. i pretty much do what i want anyways, so why do i complain about not doing what i want? im going to stop that.
and im going to watch myself again. cuz i dont want to annoy anyone. espically not cresten. i dont know why he puts up with me.
im still really fascinated at the fact i have someone so... so... everything as him. so sexy... not hot, but sexy. in that sexy british/badboy-looking way. how he can rock a blazer like no other and his goofy smile. and his laugh. im facinated with it. its what i wanted and ive got it. for once i got something i wanted. and im facinated that he loves me. and cares about me. and im facinated with his eyes. they keep my interest so long. and when he wears his glasses, it makes it better. and i cant understand what he sees in me thats so... great. but... yet i do understand cuz i dont know what exactally it is about him that makes me think hes so great. i guess its the fact that hes everything in one.
tonight.. it felt like we were married........
watching tv, and eating together, alone. just laying on the couch. really.
i liked it.
well. heres to my innocent.. well not really so innocent.. more or less ignorant childhood. and to my next two years before adulthood.
HAPPY BIRHTDAY
[clayaikengelic]