hiya ok so where do i start now?? Last night went fine, me and my friend made up, and the evening went ok. Tonight on the otherhand... But first the good stuff of today; i went to the cinema to see Bruce Almighty with 3 of my friends, it is a brilliant film, the only film to have ever made me cry though, but not entirely the film's fault, you see lots of things are making me cry at the moment, and there were particular bits which made me think of Chris (a boy i fancied-well still do kinda, but nothing more than friendship is coming out of it, even though i would love it to be more) and cry. We went to Pizza Hut as well which is always good fun ;) Anyway, Salem GB (Girls' Brigade) tonight, o dear!! 'It can't get any worse' she said, huh you wanna bet?!? Well tonight they(they being Anita & Lesley the 'leaders'-not qualified or anything!!) decided to tell us that they are moving company evenings to Mondays, all agreed by GB & church & people, so they said, huh yeah right the liars! It seems nobody else knew about it, let alone agreed to anything of the sort! This has caused us all to be extremely annoyed and angry about it. At the time i walked out of the room about to cry & just needing to get away from it, there is no way Charlie is going to do Monday nights, and if you use any common sense then there aren't going to be any girls either because it is a school night so they won't be allowed to go!! I really don't need all this stress on top of everything going on at Limbrick Wood-my church! O & i've been trying to organise the camp we're going on but nobody else knows what is going on so how can i pass on information & so parents are getting annoyed and so am i! why is life so complicated?!? O well its going to get less complicated because GB is over for the summer, yesss!!!no Salem!! (though I'll miss Emily :( she's my lil baby) and i'm not going back & neither is Charlie, the Commisioner(big district boss) has told Charlie & her mum that the pair of us are wasted at Salem & its just wearing us out & getting us down so theres no point us being there. We're too good for them!! Awwwww bless, Charlie's mum was having a rant at the commisioner about it, and saying about me trekking across the city(thats wot i do/did cos its not my local company!!) and she was calling us her two girls, lol, she so often treats & calls me her daughter, but i'm not, just the best friend of her real daughter, which is quite cool really. The commissioner said that people as good as us shouldn't be wasted and put off like Salem has been doing to us & we've done our best but now its time to leave it cos its doing us no good. My problem now about Salem, is that i'd love to tell Caroline (my older friend person, lol)all about it, cos i tell her everything else, but i can't, she used to be officer there, and it was when she left that all these problems started cos the new leaders didn't & still don't have a clue! so we can't tell her about the problems incase she tries to go back & she left on health reasons so we don't want her to stress herself out again!! I don't think she'd totally understand, not having experienced it & will not ever experience it cos aslong as she's there then she'll be the one in charge!so she would never see the real Anita & Lesley that me and charlie have had to put up with for the past 3months. So we are quitting, no more GB on a friday night for me, & Charlie is going to a different company.