Well no one will ever guess what happened today!! After talking to Charlie Tom managed to get up the guts and asked me out!!! First time i've ever been asked out, i kinda didn't know what to say & i told him i didn't know & i'd think about it, cos i really am unsure about how i feel & i don't want to hurt him, either by saying no or by going out with him when i don't have feelings for him. But the more i've thought about it, the more i think i do like him & should go out with him, he's a lovely guy & he has the same views as me on sex before marriage & on not making a big show of things & he accepts that God comes first & then my friends in my life, which is all good. And he cares about how i am & takes an interest in me & he likes me for my personnality & not just how i look, which is not very common in guys. I'm gonna sleep on it but i think i will say yes, & if i don't i'll probably regret it even tho tom says he'll stay friends with me whatever i say. I do think that God wanted this to happen & if so then he'll give me the opportunity & the courage to tell tom yes & he'll make it work. I know tom ain't gonna mess me around like chris did, cos i've been friends with tom for a long while now & he doesn't have the habit of fancying more than one girl at once & isn't as bloody confused as chris!!!