meh feel really tired and looking at the computer all afternoon is giving me a headache! Stupid uni made me use my credit card to pay the pre-payment amount for accommodation...had no intention of actually using that card, for starters it doesnt feel like ive actually spent the money, i know i have but its not deducted from anywhere! been talking to becky, sam, charlie & chris. chris...hmm well, i know he's keeping stuff from me and now he's avoiding answering a question that probably would reveal some stuff & lies. he does annoy me & moving away isnt going to make much difference cos hes still online! miss tom...want to run away from the feelings & emotions cos i cant do anything about them or the situation