fuck it, everybody apart from my supervisor and managers at work, and becky cos i'll get her a job, everyone else hates me! tom is avoiding me totally, not content with just not talking to me, he's now disappearing offline to avoid me, grrr and i dont know what i've done! as tiring as work is, in some respects i'd rather be doing loads of overtime & being there than at home thinking about what i've screwed up & not knowing what to do about it. work is usefull in takin my mind off things, plus it earns me lots of money! damit, not seeing people means these fallouts may not be resolved cos they'll just avoid seeing or talking to me.