went to the cinema with tom today, saw shark tale, it was good & i was really happy, i love being with him. But i'm extremely pissed off now, chris is telling me that our relationship is crap, wrong & its not going to last, and that we're gonna get loads of shit off people at school which will break us up, i cant handle all this crap he's throwing at me, i dont know whether to believe him or not anymore, he sounds all logical & truthful online, but he's such a good liar & through the computer you can never tell, but i dont know cos no-one else has told me how they feel about our relationship so i cant tell if hes lying about that or not. my one girlie friend who i need to talk to about this is in france, which depresses me even more, i have no one to turn to. chris tells me people say one thing, tom tells me they say another, i'm more inclined to believe tom, afterall hes my best friend & he hasnt spent 2 years messing me around. at the end of the day tom knows that if he hurts me charlies threatened to kill & bury him(but i havent been told that-if you get my meaning). i cant be arsed with all this, or going back to school on monday, it sucks, being single is less hassle, even if you feel lonely. main problem is that i have a weakness when it comes to telling chris to fuck off & ignoring him, or when it comes to making enemies in general