hohum....life. well looking forward to uni, altho i'm gonna be so poor, £3,000 a year for accommodation, £42 for ONE textbook! as for the immediate time in my life...well my head is a mess over emotions relating to tom, spoke to him online, he wants to see me, but reckons we wont get to see each other before he goes away next weds...want to see him, but feel kinda weird about it *sighs* have no idea what to do, or how to respond : ( so shattered...been working loads, its wearing me down now, cos Gails being a bit bossy & overstrict & stuff. have had 2 days at home alone...has been good, now dad & helen's home, when i could do with a bit of space.