well schools out for the summer, just as things with people were getting so much better, but also getting rather too close in sexual terms, so probably a good break, but i'm gonna miss charlie, stacy & tom so much. I've been getting really close to tom, its been messing around, but i feel so comfortable just being in his arms & stuff, i cant tell how i feel cos i'm tending to have feelings for anyone and everyone at the mo, but i cant fall in love with him cos it might damage our friendship & we tried a relationship before & it didnt work, it might just be that he's been there for me so much. I'm gonna miss Caz too, i didnt even get a lift home tonight, or a hug goodbye, so unless she's there on sunday i'm not gonna see her from now until september, its worrying, i dont want to go that length of time leaving each other like this, hmm i could email her i suppose & ask her to be there. I'm going to be so busy this holiday & away so much i'm not going to be able to rest at all.