Exploration was good, it was good weather & i was with my yr12 friends & we had a laugh, it was nice to be away & uncontactable, tho i missed tom. came back late sunday night, to text messages on my phone, one with something about coombes which i'd rather not have anything to do with, and a couple of ones having a go for "ignoring everyone" grr go away, went to bed & was woken up the next morning by the phone to be bitched at in person, fed up of it, nobody else seems to have such a problem if i dont reply for a couple of days!! had a FF meeting on mon eve, trev didnt turn up but me, lisa & chris had a good meeting all the same, it was good to talk to her despite it being shorter than previous times, she knows about charlie, and she's good for talking to about guys. wot else...ahh have been working alot, got called in 10 mins before the shift started this eve, am working from 8am tomorrow-yuck! havent really spoken to any of my school mates, not sure whether i want to talk to tom, i mean i've been away & he's not even bothered to text or email me to find out if i'm back, i take it that he's not too bothered about me!! and in that case his screenname is about someone else "your beautiful, your beautiful, but i cant escape the truth, I will never be with you." ahhh bedtime, shall try & sleep despite all the thoughts flying round my head, wish me luck.