well this is fucking about right aint it, 2 days into school & chris has messed me up & upset me so much that i'd so much like to kill myself. yesterday was really good wiht him, we had a laugh & we were really relaxed around each other just as friends, today was fine until he told me that he cant be with me & that it wouldnt work. its not cos he doesnt love me i'm pretty sure of that, cos i'm pretty sure he does. friday didnt happen cos things at work went wrong thursday & he wanted to sort things before getting into a relationship so that he didnt mess me around, which was frustrating but understandable. but todays is just out of the blue & we're meant to be together, i know it, i can feel it, so whatever problem he's created now i dont know. and of course he's turned his phone off & is 'busy' online so avoiding me and running away from the situation, grrrr!