when you've had a bad day you appreciate and notice those who are always around you supporting you. theres no real way of expressing in words how grateful i am for having caz as my friend/leader/advisor, i'd had such a rough day today, feeling so low, but she was a source of such encouragement, the statement that i can email/contact her anytime, just means so much, knowing that whatever happens, however tough it gets i can turn to her. she offered to come to church to talk to me sunday but i'm not there, which may be good, may be bad. the break away from cov and normality could be good for me, and also i have to be careful that i dont mention names in certain of my situations i tell her, but on the other hand it would be really good to just chat. but hey, whatever, i'm just so relieved & so grateful that i have someone i can rely on & it even gives me the strength to not give into becky's questioning over why i was pissed off with someone earlier and i can honestly say i'm ok, cos i am!!