Fuck it, i spent the day being really happy & not just acting it, then Becky decides to be a bitch & fuck it up. I had stuff sorted for GB then Becky decides to tell me that actually she's meant to be working with me on the noticeboard too, but it only came up cos i was having a conversation with someone else! not even her! I hate that no one ever tells me anything, they just boss me & assume i know stuff. And i'm fed up of everyone else taking over when i do try & help & do stuff, what is the fucking point?! i was trying to stop myself from being so fed up & depressed about GB & now she's just pissed me off, no one tells me anything & Becky does everything.