umm...tom's back, thats good :) missed him alot. we had a laugh today & things were good, been talking to him online & the conv got onto him being mean to me(teasing) & he said he's awful & i argued back that he's not & that i dont think he is & that he means alot to me, and he goes "duno y i treat u lyk shit" so i said "cos u make me laugh, u've been there for me many times & feelings i just cant explain. however u treat me i guess i will always feel the same towards u, the feelings r deep" Tom says: k wot u sayinh? Amy says: umm Tom says: d/m Amy says: sorry Tom says: dnt matter Tom says: u can try and say lol Amy says: "i care about u, i love u as a friend & i think i may love u as more but i'm not 100% sure & i know we're not gonna be anything more than friends for a few years, if ever." its left us a bit awkward, but theres that saying that goes along the lines of you should tell people you love them cos one day it might be too late to do so. he does mean an awful lot to me, especially with the way situations with charlie & becky get me down. i was being reflective at the weekend & its scared me how much becky & charlie have changed in the last 2years, they both used to be bubbly, happy people :(