Friday was a good day. tom called off the meeting up late on thursday night which upset/pee-d me off, but then phoned me friday just before i went swimming to meet after swimming and we did. spent most of the afternoon together & was really good, came away with a big smile on my face, but then faced a bombardment of moral thoughts. we went into the woods & did alot of kissing & touching & chatting, he got so turned on! then we walked & went out onto the field & lay there. my moral issues are that we're not in a relationship & even then as a christian should i be letting him touch me like that?! the good thing is tho that i can be really open with him & when i mentioned it to him later he was really apologetic & he totally respects me & wants me to stick to my morals. i love him. couldnt trust anyone else like that, i feel totally comfortable with him & more than anything i can talk to him about how i'm feeling! how to see him tomorrow, he doesnt know that yet lol, but he said to tell him when i'm next going swimming cos he'll come too.