Agh i've had too much contact with the male species today! I did a pretty good job of avoiding Chris at school & then walked straight past him at his bus stop on the way to mine, but he decided to come up behind me & grab my shoulders as i was walking down & i turned round & ended up spending 10/15 mins talking to him at his bus stop, it was hard especially when talking to him its hard to avoid looking him in the eye & that hurt the most, but we had a laugh & my desires to grab him & snog him werent too strong. He kinda spoilt the goodness of being friends though when he asked me whether anything had been said about the summer & he was telling me to keep up the secrecy, that got me the most & i just turned round & walked off cos i couldn't handle that. Him & this other lad were chatting for a little bit & talking about girls & Chris was chatting about it being good to have more than one girl & stuff & i'm not sure if he was just joking about it being acceptable just because of my reaction or not, i never thought him to be the sort to two-time anyone and i still don't believe that he is, and especially as he was trying to convince me that i would do the same, no i wouldn't, i wouldn't get the chance anyway. Then i had an encounter with Hugh & Beth in the chemists & Hugh was kinda pretending not to know who i was & kept calling me Jane, he was messing around, but it was hard to tell whether he was being serious or not. Why do i get the guys who are either old & weirdos or always messing around & you can't tell if they're serious or not, talking to me?? Are there no decent lads out there for me to meet? Grr i'm a bit pissed off with my relationships with guys, i wish it were simpler.