i feel a bit fed up, went to GB tonight, big woo - not! after all the excitement of firm foundations nobody at my company wanted to know about it, only one person asked me how it was. i kinda felt like a spare part with the girls as well, they dont respect me or want to know me, i'm not sure what i'm doing there anymore. the one nice thing was that one of the leaders told me i look really healthy which is good, cos i've been outside a fair bit, plus all my walking, swimming, and also being chilled rather than stressed & i'm eating more. I havent really spoken to any of my friends recently, not told them much about firm foundations cos theyre not interested. saw becky tonight, charlie last saturday night, and heather the weds before, but other than that i've seen no one else. i've spoken to sam & tom online at the very start of the week. and i've emailed & text lisa earlier in the week, and spoke to caroline on the phone on tuesday, but apart from that. yes i miss being around them but on the other hand i'm getting used to not being around them & it seems hard to socialise. i've stayed off msn to not have to talk. i dont know what to do about it tho, theres no where to go to socialise.