Had a good holiday, we had lots of snow up there & built 2 snow people, toboganned & had snowball fights, was very good. Did take my mind off chris alot, but its still bothering me a bit & i'm dreading going back to school tomorrow & having to avoid seeing him all the time, but i've got becky & charlie, i finally told becky all the stuff this morning cos she said she was fine with me talking about him & she was appalled too & started calling him slutty chris, lol! And without telling Tom what was said, just that chris was implying that i was a slut, Tom was like 'how are u a slut?' see so all my mates know better & chris is just a asshole. It makes me feel much better & much stronger in myself. Especially Becky cos telling her all the stuff that happened before, now, he reaction to it makes me realise what a creep he is & how blind i was to realise what was going on & how mentally disturbed he really is & so very wrong for me, up until a few weeks ago i still fancied him like made, eurgh!! I'm glad i can talk to her about it & hey, i figure this must be God's perfect timing again. I don't feel that well either, i have a bad throat & a queasy tummy, tho not as bad as this morning when i was trying not to throw up & felt awful, but my friends cheered me up a bit, especially Caz, and she didn't even know anything was wrong, she was just being her & being friendly, lol. So so so tired!! Holidays are meant to be restful so how comes i've ended up MORE tired?