ptch i say to those users moaning about the loss of pics in their entries, theres more to life than dumb pics in online diaries! Well its so weird, i've got contact lenses, after at least 8 years of wearing glasses it feels weird(i'm still getting used to them) & nobody is gonna recognise me & my family are finding it hard to adjust, lol could be funny with my teachers when i wear them at school! At the mo things are still not totally correct cos my eyes are still adjusting so i see a hazy double!! Apart from that my day has been pretty crap, i felt like so much was on top of me, for the first time in days i spent some time in the commonroom, stupid me, i still cant help looking at chris & feeling even a little bit for him & wondering if he's noticed me there, grr. And then theres tom, who was also in the commonroom & he did know i was there & smiled at me & asked me if i was alright, then later stuck his tongue out at me, he half made me laugh but i wasnt really in the mood, i felt i had too much to deal with & didnt want to face him, not that he's done anything wrong. AND DAMIT apparently Aidan asked Leon out as well as having asked charlie out, the git!! Leon is telling charlie :s hopefully they can make something good out of it between them 2, but Leon also said that Aidan wanted to keep it a secret, damn him he's sounding so much like chris, & i thought Aidan was one of the good guys, as if i need anything else to lower my expectations of lads, they are so untrustworthy, such tossers & users!!(ok ok there are a few ok ones, but they hide away out of view & tend to be gay!) Ha this music is so appropiate when slagging off lads! hmm..i still want that feeling of being loved :s but no i'm not going there with chris, NEVER!!