How simple it seems for everyone to forget that i ever had any problems with chris, i just stop talking about him & he's non existant again! but just cos i stop talking about how i feel & stuff doesnt mean i stop thinking about it. I've been managing to ignore him the past couple of days anyway, cos 1)i can't say or do anything i regret that way, 2)why should i be arsed to talk to him when he cant be arsed to talk to me? 3)i wouldnt know what to say even if i did go & talk to him. I got a bit depressed earlier over him, but it seems to have gone now, which is a good job cos i was nearly in tears. But i got the bus kinda with him, i was more with georj & didnt talk to him, i'm not going to give up my friends just cos they happen to be friends with him too and are around him. I kinda want to be able to tell him how i feel but i dont know how i would put it into words & i cant text him cos it'd sound wrong & if i emailed him then i have no idea when he'd get it cos he hardly ever checks it. 'Friendship often ends in love, but love never in friendship' i think thats what its gonna be like with chris, i dont think that we're ever gonna be friends again & i've just got to accept that.