I have my brace, it still feels rather weird but is beginning to hurt less now which is good, hopefully soon i'll be able to eat properly with it in.
my week at school has been rather long and not particuarly happy. i've had a few laughs with chris, and about him and the play, but he's ignoring me online. as for tom he's just plain ignoring me, i've walked past him several times during the week and the most i've got is a "hi" he kinda spoke to me yesterday, but it was more him speaking to me, charlie & sam collectively, i want to be friends with him but i dont know how to be when he's keeping his distance, i dont know what to say to him and i'm not allowed to hug him. things with becky are looking up, we're being friends, we know each other knows about her situation but its being ignored, i havent had anything said by charlie so perhaps her situation is getting better.
I've had so much work to do this week, partly cos i didnt do alot over half term so have had to catch up and partly cos they've just piled work onto us each lesson, plus i did overtime at work yesterday, instead of GB. am not particuarly intrested in guys at the mo, especially as i seem to be being given the silent treatment by tom & his mates, but i was chatted up at work yesterday by some lads buying alcohol, and today i had joel saying i'm sexy and stuff, but he's a twat & probably joking, but y'know it does subconsciously boost my self esteem
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well i'm being ignored by chris, i've been online all night, and so has he, but he hasnt spoken to me & i've no intention of starting a conversation. Tom has at least said hi, but thats all he says to me these days... :/
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