I TELL YOU LIFE SUCKS MEGATIME!! I'm totally screwed up and stressed. I've lost the will to live. my head is in total confusion about whether i like tom more than chris, or whether in actual fact i should just be single. then theres the stress of all my friends who seem to be creating problems for the hell of it - why on earth would u wanna do that??? o and then theres that i was in work yesterday and one of the customers came in & i know her from her ex boyfriend and she was telling me how he'd treated her when he dumped her, and now he's going out with one of my close mates & i feel kinda in the middle, i sympathise so much with this girl that it makes it hard to talk to my mate :s I went to check my uni applications today and after my interview last week i've found that UEA have rejected me, and i loved norwich so much, damit. Its all going bad, life sucks, it seems so pointless. and i dont need tom questioning me whether i still want to be with him cos i dont know and i cant tell him whats going on in my head cos that'll hurt him more than dumping him.