why does everyone i trust let me down? why do guys confuse me? why does everyone think i'm the patient, everforgivign one, when really i feel hurt, betrayed & bitter when ppl let me down. went swimming earlier, was good, had hoped to go with tom but he hadnt replied to my text, when i came out he had replied & i think my reply was probably a bit bitter towards him, he's now disappeared offline when i came on :s here we go again, me screwing things up. "A friend is someone with whom you can be yourself; one who appreciates the good in you, overlooks the bad in you, and brings out the best in you. with a friend you can share a laugh, a secret, a point of view, joys or sorrows, and problems large and small. A friend is someone who understands silences as well as words, who is with you and for you, and stands by you; someone who lifts you up and never lets you down, and who makes you feel it's a nice old world after all." - well by those standards i have no friends! i think tom probably comes closest but he lets me down, or lisa but she's not exactly around to spend time with.