OWOWOWOW i have a splitting headache, i'm knackered and i'm worried; i wouldn't be so worried if i had all the information instead of half of it i dont suppose. Its mainly all todo with tonight when i was out, these girls were threatening to beat me up cos they were pestering us & i kept telling them to leave us alone, fortunatly they left before we left the building so i'm still in one piece, but it kinda shook me up a bit. I heard half a conversation about caroline's health & so i know something is wrong but i dont know what & i don't know how much she'll actually talk to me about it cos i'm still kinda regarded as a child when it comes to these things, even though i care just as much as other adults. I haven't spoken to her properly for a while cos sunday i avoided her(goodness knows why), & last week it was half term so i didnt see her & tonight her mum was there so i didnt get a lift & i didnt get to talk to her & its all horrible. At school theres this year 7 lad that charlie knows & i kinda know through a messageboard & he's havin a lot of trouble with his form & people being not very nice & i do worry about him. I'm too tired & too much to think about & i wish life were nicer & simpler.