Well my little walk didn't really help at all, it just resulted in me walking the streets debating myself, as i walked i felt less like i wanted to go out with Chris if he asked me & the less i was going to send the text, but i will i've decided cos otherwise i will regret not doing it. I even managed to tell Charlie about the text, she was being kinda nosy so i said it was to Chris but wouldn't tell her what cos i was unsure about whether to send it and i thought i knew what her reaction would be & would tell me not to, but actually she said it was very sweet and that i should send it cos we should go for things otherwise we miss out on opportunities. I'm gonna do it tomorow morning cos i don't trust his reply (if he does reply) so i want people i can hug and cry on to be around, so in the morning i have band with Laura, then in the afternoon/evening there's the meal thing at church with Charlie, and it gives him all day to reply cos knowing him he won't reply at all cos he tends not to anymore with me. I hope i do get some kind of reaction though! Here's the text so far: "I'm not sure if i'm doing the right thing here & i don't want 2 damage our friendship, but i felt the need 2 tell you that i luv u, i can only guess how u feel about me." So we shall see how i feel tomorrow & whether i send it & if i get a reply what it is. I don't know what i expect him to say though & i don't know what i want him to say either, hmm