i got a letter from tom today, through charlie, he said he's sorry but doesnt have the strength to talk to me, and that he's confused and when he tries to figure things out it just makes him more confused and thats not good for either of us, and that its best if we dont interact anymore, he said he's so sorry. so thats it, friendship over, my life ruined :'( i cant express how much its destroying me, i want to jump off a cliff, charlie checked my wrists earlier to see if i'd cut them, i feel like doing it, but not to my wrists-would be too obvious!! Altho i told heather & becky about it theyve no idea how destroyed i feel, we all just had a bitch about stacy, cos as well as ruining my life she's trying to ruin beckys. "Anyone who can touch you can hurt you or heal you Anyone who can reach you can love you or leave you" And tom loved me and has left me, he doesnt want to acknowledge my existance anymore, should i exist?