wahoo easter people was so great, its such a shame that i'm back here at home now, i wanna still be in Southport, the place wasnt so great but easter people was, Lounge rock & just spending loads of time with charlie, dave and naomi was great, even though at the time dave caused problems cos i fancied him and that made things awkward, but hey he was a great guy and i miss him. we were so busy that there was never a chance to get bored or even play any of the games i took with me to do or revision! Ah whats this for full on, i fancied dave & wanted to be close to him, even just as a friend, but then the second night he had a spiritual seizure and it was me that reacted first to it and was kneeling beside him, it was me that was helping james from the care team hold him in a sitting up position and was praying for him and helped reassure him and when his muscles loosened up a bit he squeezed my hand. when you fancy a guy, blooming hell you dont expect to get close to them in that way!!!! Got back yesterday and i'm so knackered, we had about 9 hours sleep max on one night and the other nights it was like 6 or 7 hours and so much exercise and energy used!! Chris started texting me again last night, i think things are gonna be alright there but i dont know and i dont wanna jinx it, i just hope i do what God wants me to do and whats right. I should go back to revision i guess, school starts again tomorrow.