Dont feel that things are too great, i'd made up with tom, things seemed to be getting better, we even had a laugh together on fri, but things are bugging him still, and i've just had chris telling me that he thinks tom is sure about whats going on in his head & if he wasnt so soft it'd be over, but tom is soft, and i dunno, maybe he doesnt love me as much as he says but i dont believe that he doesnt care about me. altho i think in the same way, i care loads about him, but i dont love him, it'd upset me if we ended the relationship, but the way things are, maybe it'd be best, afterall we were good friends anyway. its not something i ever thought would happen, i mean i've had my doubts, and thought it would be me that ended it if anyone, and i thought we'd managed to sort these things out, obviously not enough. on the otherhand, should i listen to chris, but i do, and considering things it doesnt sound obscure. i have my suspicions to his ulterior motivations tho, being single would make me vunerable to him again :s but i cant hide behind tom for those wrong reasons really, its not fair