DAMMIT i miss tom like crazy :( just really really want to be with him, yet i'm not sure what to say to him, i suppose in case he doesnt feel the same, or cos theres still the issue that i'm probably going to uni - altho i have to have got decent grades on the exams, and i'm having issues with the idea of leaving tom behind. everyone else that matters i know i'll keep in contact with & catch up with when i'm home, but tom i dont like being away from when i'm still in the city let alone hundreds of miles away!! its daft, but i didnt want him to go home after the ball, & missed him when he did go & have missed him since. we didnt really spend any time together during the ball, but at the end i was looking after him; making sure he got down the stairs ok & got a taxi, kept him company, and despite his grumbling he did text me when he was home so i knew he was safe. one of these days i'm gonna figure out a way of not getting so attached to people. i want him so badly, yet on occasions over the last few months i've thought of how our differences would mean it wouldnt work, but thats irrelevant to me at the mo