Its been a long day & i've not even been at work today!! Got up this morning to a phonecall from my dad to tell he was ok but that a bomb had gone off in London, but he didnt know details, we found them out, a bomb in the underground and on a bus, scary stuff, but even more so cos my dad was in the same city at the time! has been bothering me all day. went out after lunch up to church, was intending to be helping clear wood from the back garden but instead ended up childminding the 2 granddaughters there; a one year old and a 2 & 1/2 year old!! at the same time. it was good tho, i like children & they seemed to like me despite having never met me before!! went up to work to meet my sister to do some shopping but she'd been & gone, so that was a wasted trip. tonight i had GB, caz had a couple of her relations from Ireland there, i ended up chatting to one of them about school & stuff. then had to endure a ride home with erin & grace - cant escape these days, grrr tom replied to my text this afternoon, at a not very appropiate moment cos i had my hands full of toddlers. but then he text me out of the blue this eve asking what i'm doing tomorrow, so am gonna meet up with him after swimming, kinda nervous now, but want to see him & i've been totally open with him about my feelings. hes really really bored, yet i'm so busy i cant do everything i want to