It was the last day today, i'm on holiday now, wahoo! I still can't believe that this morning i nearly walked head first into Chris & i didn't notice it was him until after i'd walked away!! I've kept his card, but now term is over i'm gonna try not to think about him for the rest of the year and get over him for a fresh start in the new year. I'm glad of the break from school and my friends, i need some time to myself, to do what i want & to just live in a dreamland without facing the reality of other people's problems, especially boy related ones, sounds selfish, but i've got no energy for anyone else and what's important to me right now is to get totally over Chris once & for all. Grrrr my parents are already lecturing about school work & getting it done & how my grades need improving cos they got a letter today, for goodness sake, i've only just finished school, give us a chance!