have been at work every evening this week so far, tongiht was totally madness, it was just me & Jan, trying to serve on till and get everything done, when usually someone else is on till & we're both running around doing everything else!! was funny at the start cos she didnt know where the specific types of cigarettes were on the stand & she was having to ask me lottery related things despite her being the supervisor/one in charge! nobody is online talking to me, lisa is there but not talking. becky is in edinburgh for the live8 concert, dunno where tom is cos i havent spoken to him in days :( miss him. not sure that its love, but i keep thinking about him & i want to see him but i dont know when or how i'm gonna manage it really! i go away next weds. shall text him. i love work, but i'm so busy with it that i'm sooo tired & barely having time to do anything else let alone relax & socialise