Its all good with Caz, the email was apologising if i felt she was ignoring me but she didnt mean too & i saw her last night and although it was tense to start with by the end of the evening we were laughing together, its all good. She gave me a birthday card too, which although it made me feel abit guilty was nice of her. She wont be at church on sunday cos she's going to the hobbycrafts exhibition, i'm going there tomorrow, yay!! "Footpath closed please ask for assistance" however there was no one there so your choice of things to ask for assistance were, a cone, the hole, a barrier or some concrete!!lol 'Mr Hole please could you give me some assistance?' LOL hehe we were in fits of giggles! And theres the wandering eye, 'A cat with a deformed lip. Cloudy eye lost thursday 4th march answers to the name lucky' lol! I'm soooooooo tired!! Its all murky outside, it snowed all morning but its mainly melted now, but its still bloody freezing!! It took me 1/2hr longer than usual to get to school this morning because not even the main roads had been gritted so we were going at like 2 miles per hour!! Hmmm dunno whats going on with chris, he still hasnt spoken to me yet and i dunno if i want him to or not. i get so down about lads, i like Tom R and chris, but i dunno who i like more, or who i want & i cant have either of them & i dunno what i want from any lad & grrrr!!!