*sighs* well, had a major argument with tom on friday, it was over christianity, he'd been irritating me about his view to the meaning of christmas but i'd kept that from him, then all of a sudden he comes out with 'i'm a christian' & that got me mad, u cant just be a christian like that, after everything he'd said, and all the times i'd tried to talk to him about God & encourage him to come back to trusting God, plus his reasoning for taking communion & his attitude just didnt fit for me to believe it. And as my faith is so important to me i just lost it with him & its still really bugging me altho i've mainly forgiven him & feel guilty in a way, but i dont know the truth, except that he's sorry, loves me & didnt mean to upset me. scarily managed to talk to chris about it & trust him, but have to be careful cos he may have ulterior motives in what he says. anyway friday i was feeling i wanted to leave tom, & had strong feelings for chris, but yesterday i felt guilty about that & last night i was missing tom loads, then on the way back from church today i just felt pissed off with tom. so i'm rather confused over things. was also a little upset/annoyed that caz hadnt spoken to me about fri even tho i'd text her fri night, & i saw her yesterday & today, but then i'm not important. its strange how well i'm getting on with chris at the moment, altho he still has some sexual references theyre not too bad cos i'm in a relationship