well i had fun thurs night, GB was great, then i got a lift up to the nightclub & even tho i was extremely tired i spend 3 hours dancing - that would be the alcohol waking me up! didnt have much to drink, but felt a bit ill at the end of the eve; the tiredness & stuff catching up on me. there wasnt really any of my close friends there so i danced in groups with various people. and i danced with a couple of lads, at the end of the eve, i was dancing with my best mate & we ended up snogging each other!!! neither of us were totally sober, but the feelings have been deep down for a while, it just took the alcohol for us to not prevent ourselves & let it happen, now we're going out & i'm happy :) tom is a great person to be with, he may not be the best looking guy in the world but he has the biggest heart. chris however is quite bitter about whats happened, hes already attempted to split us up, he says he wanted to kiss me too thurs night but didnt think it was right to, well it wouldnt have been cos hes not interested in a relationship with me, but anyway hes screwed up all his previous chances, and right now i'd rather be with tom.