hey, my first entry of 2006, did write one yesterday but it got deleted. i'm back at uni now, feels kinda weird, cold & lonely cos i've only briefly seen 2 of my flatmates & they both welcomed me back but now theyve gone off to do other things. it brings my missing haze to the surface too cos i'm not distracted from it. she's gone out to youth group which is good...i encourage her to go, but means i've got no one to talk to at the mo, cos theres not really anyone online :( should finish unpacking & get an early night really as i barely slept last night, and i've got to get up earlier than i have been tomorrow for a hectic day...but should get me back into uni life. zzzzzz sleep. dunno why it feels weird, cos its not as if i've been round my friends particuarly in cov...altho spent best part of 1/3 of the hols with haze and doing assignments which i dont feel like doing now i'm here. and theres no tv to sit in front of. didnt say goodbye to my sister, as she didnt come home for lunch & last we heard she still wasnt back & we dont know where she is/was!! typical of her.