ooo saw tom yesterday...spent the afternoon with him actually. i was feeling really ill & threw up & stuff & he came round to look after me & help me with the housework bless him. and he did make me feel so much better. after doing the housework (defrosting the fridge & hanging out the washing) we ended up messing round on my bed. hes so lovely, we both love each other and im just so comfortable round him, he makes me really happy :D however crap i feel, he knows when somethings up even when i dont say or lie. he knows loads about me & i totally trust him. yesterday showed how close we really are, and how much we respect each other. he is the ONE thing/person i hate having to leave behind to go to uni & thats whats stopping us being together in an official relationship, but 4years will test our love & lets just hope/pray that he might change his mind about marriage in that time...as i dont believe/want/agree in sex before marriage