Ever since that kiss yesterday i keep thinking about it & reliving it & i want some more, but all its meant to be between me & chris is friendship, so theres probably no chance. I wish it was in a relationship, it was so nice & i just want it to go on & on but it doesn't work like that & certainly not for me. I will never forget the smile on his face & the way he looked at me inbetween kisses, it was magic & beautiful. How can i live with these memories & nothing more? My only logic about why this happened, is that God wanted it to happen & therefore it wasn't wrong & God will sort out the future ahead of me; whether we end up going out in the future. Patience girl, i need lots of patience, to just wait for God to show me my future & life.