it has been an ok day, well thats excluding the extremely crappy 1st lesson of Young Enterprise (a student company/business thing)cos both becky & chris were in that lesson with me & we had to go in groups & i ended up in the group of 'leftover' people & no one really gets on & becky's in it which makes it worse. I'm just gonna quit cos its ment to be fun but its gonna end up stressful by the looks of it. Anyway apart from that me & Heather had fun making pompoms sat outside on the grass for 2 hours & we had this really brill conversation about my life & the becky thing & cos we both take psychology together we were discussing that side of things & deeper meanings & stuff & it was really really cool!! We got called weird by Keith when he walked past & saw us pompoming but he's weird himself!! We reckon that apart from the obvious hurt & betrayal of trust, that becky may also be jealous cos i kissed chris & she wants to & that we did it so easily when she found it so hard with her previous boyfriend & other reasons i can't remember, all speculation but logical. And heather made me realise that i should go to GB on thurs cos i was being honest & truthful with becky by telling her instead of keeping it secret like chris would have & in an odd way i was being kind, 'you have to be cruel to be kind' & if i didn't go it would be like becky was winning. Guess what...i got another text off caroline, (i received one yesterday on my other sim card from fri) & she's been really helpful, bless her, & she's so great & i love her(non-sexually u understand) & so much for becky's bragging yesterday, but hey i'm not stooping down that low! It was just really nice of her to text me & she's being the mediator person between me & becky. I've now got friends in biology as well, cos they volunteered to be in my half of the group when we got split & they said they'd keep me company, awww. There is a God & he does care about me, i do believe that & like Caz says he will look after me & becky & bring us through this.