how sad is this, i'm being emailed by a 30ish year old guy that i occasionally work with, what do i have in common with him? only that we're employed by the same company & occasionaly work together...it seems a bit weird!! ah well i suppose at the mo i cant be fussy over who my friends are, as i have very few!!! also at work i discovered that stacey has been talking to tom, apparently her cousin (stef) tried to go out with him & he got her email addy somehow, so yeah that was a bit of a dampner cos it meant he was/is constantly on my mind again & i have no idea how to handle things or my feelings, work is my chill time in that sense. all sounds pretty pathetic!! -------------------edit----------------------- sunday 24th ok maybe i'm overreacting & getting unneccesarily concerned, but carl emailed me back today with "hello there babe" hmm now i know some guys call all females "babe" but i'm also aware that i know very little about carl & i've also got no one to talk to about it, if anything goes wrong i've got no friends, tho i suppose theres Jan at work & she does kinda know him. have spent the day having to put up with my sister & her boyfriend here, just adding to my feeling of lonliness & unsureness about me & tom. can't wait to see hazel at RISE, tho i know its only for a week & when i come back i'll still have no one to talk to, to share my happiness.