I've felt pretty lousy today, i've managed to act normal, but inside i've felt down, with things to do with caz on my mind, then charlie cos she's bottling up all her stuff about aidan & its not good, i ended up shouting at her earlier when she took my phone, partly cos of the stuff on it that she doesnt know & then she went & cried, not about that, but everything really & was trying not to tell me, but i knew anyway, of course, i'm her best friend. And then theres the tom business, i think i'm getting more attatched than i'd like, he wasnt talking to me today & wouldnt look at me either & i'm annoyed, i shouldnt be if i dont fancy him should i? Ok i emailed Caz, but i dunno if she's gonna get it now cos i couldnt email her during school as all the computers were down, so she might not get it until monday, that would be a good thing cos after last week it means she's not working so long hours & tiring herself out, but it means i'll see her before she gets it, hmm. Ahh damit Rose thinks it sounds like i fancy tom more than a little bit, thing is i saw chris on the bus today, he was stood at the front & i was sat down, i know he saw me there but didnt come over & when i looked at him & caught his eye it made me come over all weepy & weird, & then i wanted him to catch up with me & walk down the hill, damn i shouldnt be feeling like that, i dont need any attatchment to him or any other guy. School is over for the weekend at least but got lots of work & things to do so its going to be a busy weekend